Hey, My name is Viraj

As you can see from my pictures
I’m currently 16 
This blog is just a place for me to be me

weird, caring, sensitive and not judgmental.

I’m from Bhutan, Thimphu. 
I was brought into this world on April 27th 1995.
I am very reserved
I don’t really live my life to the fullest

I’m a hardheaded Taurus. 
I’m spontaneous and do stupid shit all the time.
I’m a very independent 
and I don’t need people’s approval. 
I don’t give a fuck what people think about me

I have very strong opinions that
Most people would find annoying or “offensive”.
I’m not a bitch though.

I graduate in the year 
2013 from highschool. 
I have high hopes for the future.
Music is my drug of my choice.


I’m a bitch because I don’t let you push me around.
I’m a liar because I won’t tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes I’m wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m annoying because I’m not chill enough
I’m a loser because I’m not friends with your group
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m naive because I’m younger than you
I’m conceited because I’m proud of who I am
I’m unappreciative because I don’t praise you 

Hello, I’m not important
I have goals. aspirations.
Beliefs.
As does everyone, regardless if they think so or not.
But, I’m different.

I don’t consider myself human.
To me the meaning of the word “human”
is that human is parasite.
People feed off others.

I refuse to be part of the frenzy.
Because that’s what it is.
Starved depraved, psychopathic humans,
Destroy the beauty..

Or at least what is left in this forsaken world.
They blacken it. Corrupt it.
But As you can see, I am off course.
I do that a lot.

The one who could be your worst nightmare,
or the best thing to ever happen to you.
I have had a rough life, but I don’t let it affect me nowdays.
I enjoy cooking, primarily sweets. and drawing.
Along with reading, writing poetry, and being very random.
I like animals

Although I think everything is alive in a way.
I enjoy watching anime and tv at times.
I hate texting, but depends who you are.

Ignorance. not tolerated.
And,
Don’t freak out if I ignore a message of yours or I don’t respond.
I most likely didn’t see it.
If I post a journal And it seems like somethings wrong,
Don’t nag me about it.

It was written to get it off my mind.
And If I wanted your help I’d message you instead of
posting it in a journal.
although seeing your concerns is nice.
I won’t be angry if you post them.

Now that I’m done bitching :)
on to my unfurling story.
I am as I believe myself to be.
What you say to me,
With malicious intent,
Will bounce right off me.
Resilient am I =)
I am a very caring person.
People take my kindness for weakness.
Big mistake.
Just be you.
And I’ll most likely enjoy a conversation.
Me being who I am.
I have a strange perception of things,
Some people can’t understand me,
Well a lot of people can’t.
But they think they do.
I look under the skin,

Not on it,
My goals at the moment seem far fetched,
But attainable.
If you tell me about your problems when I’m having a bad day,
I will make it better

I only share My concerns with close knit friends,
Now about my mind.:

I Am haunted by the winged ones,
As to who they are I may tell you,
But I doubt you will understand the answer either,
If you did not understand the question,

I like blood, may sound strange, but I do.
I laugh if someone gets hurt,
But I go help them when my fits of laughter subside.
I like walking naked around my room.
And running outside barefoot.
And..hmm
Oh, something else.
I tend to talk to people,
Who have the ability of the written and spoken word,
So not ,like this i noz, like fer shure,
Yeah that’s not even a good example,
It took me like a whole minute to contemplate how the hell I
am supposed to type like an idiot…
=D

Yeah so don’t write me with something at the expectancy of a
chimpanzee’s writing abilities…
It’s extremely displeasing to me.

And I understand if you are in a hurry or excited maybe to
type with like twenty typos per five sentences,..
If you seem interested so far,
Well maybe you should make a move,
And message me,
I would like that very much,
What makes me livid

Drama.
tears.
Feeling worthless.
Not feeling anything.
forgetting myself.
Being alone.
Understanding everything and everyone.
by the time I would understand it all,
I would be mental case…
deep water with rapid currents
and this is random!

BUT… its goes on :)